It was very easy to blame other people for the circumstances I found myself in. For example, why was my grandfather so careless with his security that he ended up opening a letter bomb, I would be far away if it was not for that mistake? That was me when I was feeling sorry for myself but not anymore. I know that there are things that I can control and those that are not in my purview. At this moment I have taken the time to list down ten mistakes that have sabotaged my progress and the steps I have taken to uproot them from my thought system. Introspection is a powerful thing even though its not pretty and initially it makes you feel stupid and vulnerable.